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I actually got someone to listen to him the other day.In the early days of Rap Blogs, there were entertaining etherings taking a place on a pretty regular basis, as bloggers called-out rappers and media outlets with hilarious results. I feel terrible sleeping on his music for all this time, but everyday I'm out there, I tell people about him and what an amazing artist and person he was. Things might get better or maybe they won't, but if they don't I'm confident I can overcome it. Life doesn't get to me so much, cause I know next time I hit the bottom, there will always be that one Mac song, that one line that lifts my spirit and gets me going again. But now, regardless of the outcome, I just do my thing and heck we'll see. reminded me of : growing up, life went from feeling so carefree to being overflooded with problems. As Mac said in "In The Bag" : "You can have the world it's up for grabs." That's what K.I.D.S. and I realized that there's more to life than just "holding tight". I started out with Swimming, and thought to myself "Well, I've been through a lot but at least I got this album to look forward to everyday". It wasn't the first song I heard by Mac, but it made me understand how far we've all come. Love and miss you Malcom ❤Īfter having been to hell & back myself, Knock Knock has a special place in my heart as well. He saved my life.just wish we could of saved his. I still listen to mac everyday and still get emotional and miss him so fucking much. I eventually got kids tattooed down my arm to remind myself everyday that something so little like a mixtape can save your life. Bought ever album, downloaded faces, macadelic, etc.
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Therapy did nothing for me but that mixtape changed my life. I started dating, being social again, and my depression had faded. It brought me back from the darkest place in my life and made me feel whole again. I listened to that mixtape all day everyday for the next few month. A friend from Pittsburg told me about K.I.D.S. Of course they prescribed me tons of medication that just made me sick and made me feel even worse. If anyone know the VA or military health s terrible. It made me happy which I hadnt been for awhile.
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I was like damn this vibes who is this? My first time hearing Mac. A few days after turning myself in a heard Knock Knock on Iheart radio. Now the reason I told you all that was for this. I was admitted to therapy for the next 3 months until deemed not a risk. The next morning I turned myself into the mental health clinic. After I got off the phone I realized what I had almost just done to myself and everyone I cared about. I was literally standing on a balcony ready to dive head first a few stories down to concrete. She had never talked to mw before but got my number from a friend and called me late that night randomly. Luckily I got a phone call from who I would now consider a guardian angel. One night I was alone in the barracks and I got ready to take my own life. Over the next few weeks it took a turn for the worse and suicide felt like the only decision I could make to end my pain. My wife and I had decided to get a divorce and I was really battling depression. In 2010 I was on my second year in the Marine Corps. I feel like this is the place to share this story.